i've been in a serious writing mood.. lol.. everyday.. but most of them suck so much! um.. hometown was so freakin fun! lol.. damn! jason, binh, n kevin ate a crapload of food! the whole buffet between the three of them.. kevin still needs to finish signing my yb.. lol.. hez weird! =) newaez.. school is now 2 days away from ending.. =[ do sonnets use abab? neone kno? kuz i like writin sonnets.. but i couldnt remember if it could be abcb.. hrm..

i find myself sitting here staring out the window..

thinking of u while the world is fast asleep..

i cant fall asleep..

i dont want to..

i wanna sit here at my window

n think of u..

my way to be with u forever..

parting from u puts my heart in sorrow..

n saddens me more than being apart..

the sight of ur shadow

slowly fading in to the night..

the quieting of ur footsteps..

the stillness in the air..

the faint whisper of ur heartbeat,

slowl dying out..

the farther u go,

until our next meeting..

and once again..

will u leave me

alone..

but this time..

u wont be coming back..

yes.. it sux too.. lol.. all for now? i guess.. lol

yes it has been a while.. but im bored.. lol.. justine is so awesome! haha.. prolly the only one who will read it.. a lot has happened since i wrote about 20 years ago.. school is almost over.. ima die without seein all of my wonderful friends everyday n kevin.. now let me c..

u make my body tremble,

my temperature does rise..

i feel ur hand caress my neck,

a tingling surprise..

ur head moves slowly towards mine,

i feel ur soft, swt kiss..

the way u make me feel sumtimes,

i never fail to miss..

yea.. i gotta become a better poet than justine.. lol.. i kno thatz never gonna happen but.. i could at least try rite? XP

u came n stole my heart..

i simply fell apart..

u felt a lot of guilt-

the luv that i had built..

u came to give it back,

that heart that i did lack,

but i said it was urz to keep

for i fell in luv so deep..

crap rite? lol.. well.. im tired of this now.. haha.. thatz all..=)

i went shoppin!!!!!!! o yea! got my sunglasses even though itz been rainin.. lol.. thatz me but wif long hair! haha! n i got two body sprays for under $5 @ gap.. pants for tennis even though we havent played for 2 freakn wks!!! n have to wait 1 more!! erg.. i miss tennis.. the thunder is so annoying! it kept me up for a long ass time on fri! n then the lightning kept blindin me! haha! more time to think.. lol.. kuz i luv thinkin.. went to my g-mas house on.. sat? yea.. haha.. fun time.. my g-ma was sayin crap about martha stewart not knowin how to crack an egg! haha! shez so funny.. my cousins friend ate like 10 pigs feet.. nasty.. it smelled bad! i got some b-day gifts! yay! uh.. iono wut else i had to say.. i guess i'll stop b4 i kill myself! lol..

Here Sam.  :]

<3` Justine.  ;]